so many many many things to do.
so many things i've been doing wrong. i think it's time to take a step back and apologise.
i'm sorry for all the bad things i've done. i'm sorry for spending so much money. i am sorry for being so short tempered. i am sorry for not being efficient. i am sorry for not helping out. i am sorry for not caring anymore. i am sorry for caring too much. i am sorry for wanting to run away. i am sorry for not being perfect. i am sorry for enjoying myself i am sorry for getting things easy, i am sorry for making you feel bad, i am sorry for things i should have done. i am sorry for being sorry.
i do not intend to use the word lightly. for all these things that i mention, there's a little pang inside when i remember.