This is great. Salman won. Well, tell you the truth, I had no idea who was actually going to win. All of them were equally good, in dancing, at least. But I liked Jai and Alisha a teeny bit better. Anyway, it is over. I wish they will have another season of DID or they will have a children version. Anything would be better than having to watch lil' champs. Ok, fine, maybe I am being a bit too mean. It is just I cannot stand the childish judges anymore. Ugh. And singing seems paler in comparision to dancing, now.

Ok, I just realised that off late I have become very opinionated. Now, when did that happen? I can't remember. I have been spending the past few weeks thinking about, erm, life. I donno, life when I was younger, life in pri sch, life when I was different. I am probably thinking too much. It is not good for my health. It is causing me to become very blur and stupid. (Ahem, does that explain anything?)

But i have realised one thing. We cannot stop growing older. We cannot stop ourselves from changing. No matter how much you preferred the previous 'you', you cannot stop becoming a different person. Sometimes, I think about the previous me as though it was from a different lifetime. That makes me feel very, old. I think I am too young to be thinking like this. I only just finished primary school and I am thinking like this. What will happen when I become 30? Ok, i'd better stop ranting before it becomes a lesson on philosophy and aging.

Just finished reading New Moon the third time. The first time I read the book, I didn't think it was so nice. Then again, I read it twice. this time, I realised it was quite a nice book, only you don't realise the 'potential' the first time. The first time I read the book, i supported Jake. I could actually see the fact that Bella was happier with him. But, the second time round, I preferred Edward. Haha, the third time I only read from the part when Edward comes back. Hehe.

Ok, i'd better stop ranting. Nothing much to do, so just rant away. But i must spare a thought for others. bye, now.

Is it just, me, or is this post jumbled up, like my compos?

Ok, i have changed back to the old skin. I realised that I found the new skin very irritating.

Oh, everybody please put your hands together for Parinita who has made herself and her family proud by finally clearing her desk and dining table! [insert cheering here] I will show you guys a pic of my clean table when i am bothered enough to transfer the photos.

Anyway..... today is the finals for DID!!!!!!!!! I am supporting Alisha. i don't care. She is the best. But in guys.... probably Jai. Nope, I am not being biased towards terrence.

We went to some tea session thingy on thursday. did i mention i thought the tea tasted like hot water? But it sure smelt awesome! Then, had ice cream puff. Yummy, in a way.

After that, came back to school then went for ASEP rehearsal while the others tested out the shapes for the physics project. (sorry for not contributing much) Rehearsal was funn. Back with cadbury purples plus lao shi. CCHY chinese dance is indeed reely cool. super-synchro. and they have a dance-tee!!!!!!

Oh and progress report on friday. All the others went and checked their CAP on espace while I, like an idiot tried not to, so i could keep the "suspense". Phooey. Anyway, did unexpectedly well. Well, lucky for me they didn't count Physics. Really lucky. Oh, and i got my long awaited, undeserved ice cream.

As a celebration to the start of the hols, we went to my fave restaurant, then dropped my sis at her school for a midnight carnival, then went to play midnight golf and then went bowling. Well, not exactly.... we reached 5 mins late for golf. The machine stops dispensing golf balls at 11.30 and we reached at 11.35. And the bowling place was fully booked for the night. So, it was a fail outing but still fun.

lost my locker key. I am googling ways to pick the lock. Don't look at me like that. The solar panel for the physics project is locked in there!

Ok, gtg.... bye!

Quizzes

I am going to do some quizzes stolen from zak's blog. I am too lazy to update anything that has been going on in my currently boringly stress free life. It is a post exam thing you know. The stress does not come and you are so surprised that there was no stress, that you are wondering why and basically are blur as you go along your everyday life. e.g--> My mother actually had to explain what was happening in a Hindi movie. I mean, this is shocking. I know I am hopeless at stuff like star trek and all, but I was always good(at least much better than my mum) in Hindi movies. They are super predictable. I just realised I have alrdy written quite a big para w/o meaning to.

Quiz

Lotsa Birthday wishes to the MEGAGENIUS!!!!!!

Ok, I didn't post in a while...
So, now I'mmmmmmm Backkkkkkkk
Kay, I know I am being lameeee....

Anyway.... lets backtrack a bit.... let's see... hmm... on wednesday...

I said I would be going to help my mother for the 1.6km run thingum didn't I? Well, I did!!! It was fun. Felt like I was back in Primary School for a while. I totally forgot that uniforms were tucked in... too used to our uniform.... Anyway, do you know what we were supposed to do? Well, basically, we were supposed to put a rubber band on everybody, after they finished a round. And since I am such a nice girl.... I even cheered them on like crazy... The poor things were sweating like crap and huffing and puffing so much. I also told them that when they went to secondary school they would have to run 2.4 and suffer much worse than they were Muahahahaha.

Then Thursday, I began clearing my table!!!!!!!!!!!! Please note the word "BEGAN" I haven't finished yet. All I did was to move ALL the stuff from my table. Now my table is so clean and empty. But the dining table..... is my temporary base camp for all my mess. I have scattered basically all the contents on my table onto the dining table. We have been having lunch and dinner in the hall... for now.

Friday, I went to watch a movie with all the guys. I realized that i was the only gal in the whole group tsk. NATM 2 is nice, but I think I preferred the first one. After that, went to have lunch at plaza singapura. Spent a looooooong time deciding where to eat... finally settled down to eat.... at Kopitiam. Then chionged back home to go for practice... again. Why is it that practice is always scheduled right after a movie outing?

Then, today, was rehearsal... went all the way to Bendemeer. I missed the dance practice that was in school. We were supposed to be preparing for the ASEAN Student exchange programme thingy... but I didn't go... :( After the very,very,very short rehearsal, came back home. WE (me and Uma) had to take Mayur back home. I totally forgot how irritating primary school hindi guys used to be. But, it was refreshing and a partially nice and super irritating change to be with Primary School guys. Tsk.

Me and Uma made loads of plans about what we were gonna do in the holidays. Planning is really fun. I wish (for the thousandth time) I was back in primary school. I miss the company of the 'SNUP'!!!!!!

Ohoh, i know who is gonna be out in DID today.... should I say, or should i not? Well, it will be out by today anyway.... So I will leave the suspense. But I can say that the girl will be safe!

Such a helpful girl :D :D :D

Today, i was a very helpful girl... I vacuumed the floor(i think my right ear is partially deaf now), I took out the bedsheets in my room, and i put fresh bedsheets in my pareets room...... and along with that, i finished off another two books.... tsk tsk, at the rate i am going.... I don't think the whole Bukit Batok Library will have enough book for me to read...

By the way, Midnight Twins is a nice book.... and so is Secret Keeper.... for some reasons, i find that books about twins are usually very interesting..... take the book the thirteenth tale for example... it was nice..... oh, and i really loved Secret Keeper.... i obve the way she ended the book and the way it left a nice warm feeling in my heart :D:D:D I also read the book Genisis Alpha, nice book also..... I would say interesting..... If i am not lazy, i think i will go to the library tommorow.


Ohoh, and i just remebered.... i need to clear my table..... I know i was supposed to do it 5 days ago, but i just can't bring myself to do it. Before you guys start tututting about my laziness, just look at it first, are you sure you will want to clear this in one day, and you haven't even seen inside the drawers






Yupyup, thats it. Tommorow, I will be helping my mum, who is a Parent Volunteer, at the NAPFA run tommorow. The P5's are running.... i really, really, really miss PEPS life.... when i didn't have to worry about handing in ridiculous assignments on time..... and PEP:S Hindi class. It seriously used to be party time.

:'(

Vivo!!!

Went to vivo today with my friends. Overslept, practically ran all the way to Vivo, and found that i wasn't the latest. Phew. Then, went to buy the tickets. We had planned to watch Angels and Demons, but there weren't any good seats. So, we bought tickets to Star Trek.

After that, went to eat at Subway. Whipeee! Then, went back to the cinema hall. Took our seats. There was around 20 minutes of commercials before the movie actually started. So, well.... about the movie? I would say i wasted my money. No, i am not saying the movie was horrible. It is just that..... being as hopeless as i am, i didn't get a single thing about the movie. Seriously.

Actually, it is kind of cool watching sci-fi movies. You see all these cool gadgets and all that etc. But, basically for me, my mind was bonkers throughout the whole movie. I had no idea whether those people were on earth or some other planet with a funny name, or even ANYTHING. Sheesh.... oh oh and i also thought that guy with the pointy ears name was Spark. I spent the whole day thinking it was Spark, and only then, i found out that his name was Spock. Phooey. Me am hopeless, really.

After that, we went to the roof of vivo to wade and splash in the tiny pool sort of thingy there. We played a really stupid and lame game. After that, took loads of pictures in that white hole-y structure.

Chionged home, and then, left for practice. Yay! At least on thing for me to look forward to in the boring holidays. Yeah, holidays are boring, but i am not complaining. At least better than mugging our asses off. Will be going to EyeLink today to get my contacts, then, will be going to Jurong Regional Library, to read! Whipee!

Rainbow water!!!



Hehe, a beautiful rainbow + water!!!

Just finished watching another movie. This is the third one i have watched in the week.

The first one was about this thing where a guy is a thief and when his girlfriend is kidnapped, he has to steal some diamonds as a ransom.

The next one was about this guy, whose grandfather was an inventor. He has a secret invention which he leaves to his grandson. It is a camera that takes pictures of the future. You set it to a future date, and take a pic. Then, the picture will show what will happen to the person, at exactly the same time on that day. So he takes a picture of himself and it shows a blank photo, which means death. So, he tries to change his fate.

The third one was about this guy who has an affair with his Secretary. Then, she becomes pregnant, and he accidentally kills her. She comes back to haunt him. It was super weird. Coz, number 1, in the end, i don't get what happened, and number two, she did not look like a ghost.

Mayuresh Wadkar added me as a friend on facebook!!!!

Are you reading that gaya? haha, but it is pretty much useless... not that i will ever be able to chat with him or anything. And he has 900+ friends on FB.

I am supposed to clean the house. And clear my table too... i promised my parents that i would do so before i went to the library. Just now, i sent an e-mail to my cousins. ... must keep in touch with them.


Ok, now i will see if i can clear my table
*looks in the direction of THE TABLE and shudders violently*
Hopefully i can clear it within 10 years. It looks absolutely hopeless :(

Exams are overrrrrrr!

The exams are gone. Whoosh, they have been blown away by the gale of time. In its absence, is left a blissful emptiness.... blissful, but empty.

Lol what a futile attempt at poetry. All you guys reading this here, remind me NEVER to take literature ok? Or either music or either fine arts, ok? Coz i will just fail. FAIL!!! (For evidence, look at the above poem)

Anyway... was physics exam today! It was ok-ok, just like my bio and math exam. I might have made a few mistakes here and there coz i didnt understand the question. There was a wierdddd question for physics. They had a whole 20 mark question on how to cook beef + chicken soup and i don't know what. It was totally strange. I had no idea what they were making.

Being a vegetarian, i did not know that chicken cubes could be used to make soup. Or that they even existed. And after making the soup, the lady changes her mind and decides to cook her beef in the soup. whatever happened to microwaves and all that. Isn't that why they exist? To cook stuff? At first i thought she was putting the beef to make into a pie or something. Coz they said that she floated them on top of the soup. Seriously, i didn't understand at all. All i could think of was why she didn't use a microwave and just save us the trouble of calculating the energy and maximum number of slices and all that?

Anyway... since i am bored, a summary of my examss! Only 6 exams this sem!!!

1) Hindi --> Quite ok, i messed up the paper 1 as usual, but at least i got an A.
2)English --> A total gone case disaster. Paper 1 was ... ugh, indescribably crappy. Paper 2 was a BIT better.
3) Geog --> An even bigger disaster. Don't need o explain further. The word Geography should be enough to describe everything
4)Math --> Easier than expected, (I was expecting smthg super hard) but small mistakes here and there
5) Bio--> It was a 'finish quickly and move-on' paper. I crapped a bit for some qns, but heck, there wasn't enough time.
6) Physics--> Ok- Ok, doable. not extremely hard. Except for the cooking lesson question of course.

Yup, thats it. came home, finished Reading the harry potter book which i borrowed from the library today, changed the blog skin. XD XD

Did i tell u guys that my dad changed the password of my Facebook account? That should have been done a long, long time ago. I am was so addicted to Facebook. I know that there is no point going to Facebook. All you do is just take some stupid quizzes and then, wait for your frens to take them too and then make stupid comments and etc. But, still i was addicted and could not stay away. It is simply amazing how much time you can waste on Facebook when you have exams.

I think I have some problem with me. I have a computer thirst, something which i compulsorily must satisfy everyday. Unless i spend some 20 hours on the computer everyday, i cannot sleep. Like, you see, now i am wasting my time on the computer when i shud be revising 4 bio and physics. I have'nt even touched on my Physics. Sheesh. There is somethinmg seriously wrong with me. I get 4 days of holiday and all i do is waste 3and a hal days and cramp math revision into half a day.

There is really something wrong with me. I keep forgetting that there are exams. I think that the holidays are here already. I mean, i haven't even gotten any exam stress yet!! Where is the oh-my-god-exams-are here-already-must recvise-like-xiao pari? I bet you i am gonna do super badly *touches wood* I was more stressed fo my common tests than my exams. Oh and i am most probably gonna have to buy an ice cream. Well, like CG said, i must try to beat him so i can save my money and get a free ice cream too. (No Lah, j/k)

Well, it was ok-ok..... not as bad as i thought it would be, nor not as good as i hoped i could do. I was expecting a very hard paper, but it was not as hard...... so, it means that everybody else did well, while i made all those stupid, silly mistakes. I left a TWO MARK question, okay.... and it was on loci. Loci is one of the easiest chapters of them all. But, I really did not know how to do, you know? I must be so stupid. Grrl.....

Andand, the whole paper was a calculator paper, but i did not use calculator for most of the questions. I am just not used to using the calculator at all. I think that must have slowed me down quite a bit. But, it is ok, i did not really have a time problem. I had 20 minutes left to finish of the two questions which i had left blank. I did not check my paper. (sheepish grin)

Anyways, after the paper, i went to buy mango madness!!!!!!!! Yumm... I love it! Then, while sipping my drink, i went to sit with the guys. They were talking about a very funny topic, gaming. I know that there is nothing hillarious about gaming, but i never play any computer games so i had absolutely no idea what they were talking about. All i could see was their stupid actions, flailing their hands about and making those retarded noises like. "Whee", "Bang bang" "boom" "dur dur dur dur dur" (machine guns sound). So, you can imagine how their conversation sounded like to a gaming illiterate like me.

Anyways, now that English exam is over, i will TRY to stop writing such long posts and elaborating and adding details and trying to be as specific as possible so that readers can imagine a vivid scene in their mind etc. But, as my primary school english teacher says, the learning of the English language never stops. (Did she really say that? I donno, lemme check with my pri sch frens)

The end =)

Finally! Some improvement.

Today, my dad called the Learning Interactive place and they said that there was a calculator available. Phew. So, today, i went with my mum to Bugis and then, bought my new calculator!!!! Yay! Finally, I have a calculator which i do not need to waste 5 minutes waging a war with just to make it switch on. (I think i will pay back the money spent on a new calculator with my own pocket money. After all, it was due to my stupid mistake that it got spoilt isn't it?)

And then, from there, i went to Bugis Library for another study session with CG and Kelvin. They were there anyway since the morning, and since i was there also, i decided to join them. I could clear my doubts with them anyway. Luckily, today was a super-productive day. Well... maybe not exactly super-productive.. but at least i did some work, didn't I? It was more like an eating session too. We were just eating and buying and eating stuff from the vending machine.

Andand, why is that every time i go for study session, something embarrassing always happens? First, last Thursday, it was the McDonald's stuff. It was lunch time and we were hungry, so we wrote out a whole long list of our orders and sent Kelvin to get the stuff from Mac. Then, while we are studying, all of a sudden, Kelvin comes into the study lounge and then dumps these packets full of McDonald's food onto the table, The smell was so strong. Especially the french fries. Everybody started laughing like crazy at us. Poor Jean, she was soo embarrassed! We went to eat in the courtyard instead. A picnic in the library!

Then, today, while we three of us were coming back in the train.... we thought that we felt somebody staring at us. I was wondering who that idiot (sorry!) was. Then, we looked up, and then, when we recognised who it was, we screamed. And Kelvin screamed really loudly. Imagine screaming in at evening 8, when people are snoozing off in the train. It was only Mr Fadhir! I donno why we screamed. Probably coz Mr Fadhir kept so quite and was staring right at us creepily.

Anyway, we talked for a while and then Mr Fadhir began testing us our bio. It was nice to see him again. He is a really good teacher. I wish he could come back and teach again. Oh, and 202, he says he misses us a lot too. He was wondering whether we were going to have a class outing or something in the June hols so that he could meet up with us.

Oh, and you know what? Having a perfect life is really boring

On that weird note, Bye!

I am damn pissed, ok?

The past few days everything is going all wrong. Just sooo wrong. First it is my laptop breaking. Then, it is my doing super-duper-uber badly in the exams. Then, i cannot concentrate on anything i am doing. Then, my calculator decides to snuff it just 4 days before my math exam.

I mean, i know that my calculator sick for a long time. I forgot to take out the batteries during the december hols, so it leaked and spoiled the 'ON' key. The damn key just doesn't work. But, at least it used to switch on when i jabbed at it with my green pen for about 5 minutes. So, when i went for the study session in bugis library, i went to the place in Bras Basah to get it fixed. And then, the guy at the shop told me that my calculator was terminally ill and that i had to get a new one. I could trade in my old calculator for a new one at $130. But, there was no stock. He said he would call me when there was stock. I thought it was ok, since my calculator at least still works. But now, it doesn't work at all!!!!!!!! Stupid thing. Maybe i should just borrow a calculator from some teacher.

Ms Ng is not picking up her phone and i don't have the number of the place in Bras Basah. Ohhh Freak, I am soooooooooo Dead.

Today was the Eng and geog exams. so sad. I don't think i did well. Well, i did not really work hard did i? I mean, it is not like i did not study at all, it is just that I slacked a lot through this sem, and then, studied only last minute. I think i trust last minute revisions too much. I really should change my style of studying. And time management too. I don't think slacking all the time and cramming everything into the last minute works. Nope, it really doesn't.

Maybe, the English summary wasn't that bad. Maybe i don't know. But, i think they gave us too much time. They did 50 min for compre + 50 min for summary. I did my compre in 40 mins, then spent 40 min on summary. had 20 mins for checking. This was the FIRST time i had so much free time during an exam. My narrative is so @#$%&^! . I wrote a whole lot of rubbish that was not even related to the topic, Then, i did not have time to finish my essay properly. So, i guess you get the point.

2 hr 50 min break after Eng paper. Ate lunch, then, went to library to revise. I couldn't concentrate much. so sad. I think i learnt the most in the last half an hour. That was when i actually started to understand the topics. Did this crazy drawing with JQ. She was drawing another sketch of me, Finished only the nose. Then, she added in these two very funny eyes, then, i added the hair. then, she added the mouth, and then, i added a hairband. Then, i added the ears and she added the earrings, then, the teeth and then, the braces and then a neck, and then a tank top and then a whole lot of very funny things. The picture looked really nice. If we were Picasso it would have sold for millions. I think the description of the drawing would go something like this:

"This drawing is an abstract drawing made by the two great artist's of Singapore, Tan Jun Qi and Mallampalli Parinita. This drawing depicts the creation of mankind. It portrays the process in which man is created formed and thought up of. Looking at the painting, the observer is forced to think whether the portrait is that of man or woman. This causes the observer to look more keenly at the drawing and then they will realize the significance of every detail in the picture."

Anyway, back to my exams.
Geog Started. I think the problem was that i did not understand what the question was asking for. I knew the answers to most, only, i did not know what they were asking. After the exam, we discussed the paper amongst ourselves and i realized that i got a WHOLE question wrong. And i also did not add in many points in my answers. Sigh, everything just went so badly today.

After the geog paper, we were given back our personal response for the book review. I basically messed it up totally. I got 19/30. and this piece of homework holds such a high percentage in our CA. Can you see my wish list over there? On the LHS? you know it says at least a CAP of 4.5. I don't think i can get that well. Seriously. I just slacked too much this sem.

P.S Oh and i told you guys that Terrence Lewis looks horrible in photos didn't I? Go see him in the show. Hehe XD

Whee! I love my parents (and my sister too, don't worry, i did not forget you.) I know I can be a bit of an idiot when I get into one of those moods, but hey always put up with me and helped me with whatever problems I had.

Hehe, I don't think everybody will sacrifice soo much and even risk embarrassing himself just to make his little daughter feel better, right? And they will also not work soo much and soo hard just to provide for us and make sure we have an enjoyable and luxurious life. Accompany us wherever we wanted to go, whatever stupid things we wanted to do. At the same time, be just the right mix of funny and strict so that we will not grow up to spoilt brats.

Andand, not everybody will sacrifice their career for her children and family, right? Not give up the wonderful and even more luxurious life she could have had, just so that she could be there for us? And instill us with the proper values so that we will not grow up to be spoilt brats too. And wake up early in the morning till all the way late night just helping us with our work and make sure we are comfortable and face no problem as we go about our lives?

Sometimes, we cannot see all that our parents do for us. Sometimes, people only see their parents as a hindrance in their lives and think that life would be better of without them. They don't see all the 'behind the curtain' work their parents have done for them. They don't realize the fact that all the things that their parents have done is just soo as to make your life better. They only hear the scoldings, see the frowns, but they don't see the problems their parents face and the hurt they feel when we answer back at them.

Tommorow, I am going for a study session with Jean, Kelvin and Chen ge in Bugis library. I hope it will be productve. I must study as much as i can. I will be revising my geog today. Hopefully, while i am there, i can get my calculator fixed. If there are any parts that i don't understand i wll clear them tomo. I don't know why, but the exam stress still hasn't hit me yet. And hotel626 is fun... i wanna play... but only when i am in a group. Now i am gonna start studying Bye. Oh and....

ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR EXAMS! JY! :)

There was once a painter who painted a picture of his life. The scene was a beautiful scene and everything was wonderful The picture was fantastic, perfect. Then, things began to change in the writer's life. Once, he bacame so angry that he went and made a mark on the picture. It was the painter's way of expressing his hatred, anger and angst. The mark changed everything.From afar, the picture still looked nice. But, when you came nearer, and you saw the picture clearly, you could see the blemish in the picture.
Once, when somebody saw the blemished picture, the person tried to make it better and cover up the mark. The picture looked better and the mark was concealed. However, hidden under all the coats of paint, the blemish still remained. And the mark could ot be removed. The picture could never go back to the way it once used to be.
Suddenly, the perfect picture was not so perfect anymore.

I will study.... I have to.