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Retro

Sunday, September 2, 2012

i really wish i had a way with words. of all the talents i lack, i sorely miss the talent of writing. i wish had the gift of translating feelings into words.

i also wish i had the gift of music, the gift of singing my sorrows away.

most of all, i wish i had passion. the kind where all you can see is just one thing. that one thing is your universe, your world, your everything. nothing comes before it, everything comes after. its what keeps you alive. its your purpose in life. its what you were meant to do. 

i wonder if i'll ever be able to find that one thing. i wonder if i'm too logical to ever be passionate about anything.

do i really lack the inability to feel anything or is it just an excuse for me to hide my shortcomings?

its funny. how a person can hange so much. i hated excuses. i hated not being able to accept your mistakes. and look where i am now? 

why am i turning into someone i hate? why am i losing hope? why have i become so cynical? why can i see no beauty in the world anymore? why has everything ceased fascinating me? why? why? why?


& I crapped a lot at 4:24 AM

Swirls 'n' Twirls :D