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Retro

Friday, March 23, 2012

a whole lot of nothing
and after 3 millions years. i have revived this blog. i never thought i would revive this blog. not after.... it happened. 21 october 2009. that was the day my life changed. a whole lot. i miss you a lot daddy. i know i dont always... well express it. my way of dealing with things is by shutting my feelings out. but i do miss you a lot. sigh. and here i go crying again.

so in over 2 and a half years my life did kinda change radically. (oh and the deal with me writing here again, is just so i can bring clarity to my life. not so people can see what an amazing writer i am. because god knows i'm not)
blah. i broke a lot of my personal rules. i am trying to break through my mental barrier. i am trying to do a lot. and blah. so many things just come up that i dont know how to deal with them. sigh. but i will. wont i? i have hurt a lot of people. and i'm sorry. i guess i am too immature to handle certain stuff. my problem is that i never think things through. end up hurting people in the process.

so i want to say i'm sorry. i'm sorry i did all this. can we start afresh? you know just leave all the pain the hurt the anger behind? can we please do it a bit more maturely? sigh. is that the right thing to do? start again from the absolute beginning? because i dont even know what it is anymore. sigh. but it wont ever be the same will it? i doubt so. its not. sigh.

ah well. mission for the moment is tr to cheer you up. im writing a letter now. bye.


& I crapped a lot at 9:10 PM

Swirls 'n' Twirls :D