sorry, haven't posted in a while. I don't know what is happening with me. Sometimes i feel happy and all, and sometimes i feel down right moody. i just keep telling people off, or sometimes appear blank and well... stupid. You know, i just realised how many times i keep saying that i think something is wrong with me. Oh no! does this mean i will never be normal again?? Not that i was ever normal... but at least i was more normal than i am right?? Or am i more normal than i was and therefore think i am becoming less normal when it is actually that i was abnormal then and am more normal now which seems so abnormal to me?
Ok, fine just ignore that first paragraph, ok? i just had the urge to crap and i did so. Seriously, sometimes these days, all i feel like doing is pouring out loads off nonsense to some poor innocent victim till i feel better. seriously, talking makes me feel better. Not the talking like: oh, i have this problem and really need to get it out of my chest. i mean talking crap and going on and on about even the slightest thing tthat happened that I noticed. I think i just need to hire someone to hear me out. In interest of that person's sanity, it will be better if he/she is deaf.
You see, here i go chattering off again... ok, ok, i will stop kay?
Anyway, guess what i am doing awake at 12.41 in the night? Well, i am supposed to be doing homework, which i am evidently not.... It not my fault!! The files are not downloading!!! So, i decided to look at some blogs seing as to how i havent visited even one in so long. then, i got the urge to blog myself... so tada! here i am!!
Oh and i am going to try my hardest not to get involoved in any of the celebrity stuff and all. I CANNOT afford to be obsessed like coughangelacoughandreeacoughaudreycough coz my time management and self restraint simply sucks! I spent almost a whole three days doing nothing but researching celebrities, watching videos, reading interviews etc, etc... now i am suffering like crap. So guys, next time you're researching/watching/reading anything, remember, i am not there ok?
Oh and i havent told you the actual reason why i am trying to stay awake so late in the night. It is coz i am trying to cure myself of the self diagnosed ESD (excessive sleep disorder) i sleep so early, wake up so late.... sleeping too much... it is unhealthy. You usually hear people saying you should sleep more, it is unhealthy. But my case is the opposite. I mean, the moment 9 o clock comes, my brain goes into hibernating mode. And i only wake up around 10-12 the next moring. It is always like that no matter if i have already slept in the aternoon or anything. Though i don't mind sleeping a lot. It is only that it makes my already bad time management worse.
I have come up with a new, wise quote.... It goes like this: Being stupid is bliss. Seriously, you have no idea how nice it feels when you are stupid. It is like, suddenly your brain become clear, a warm feeling spreads through your mind and you are free of all thoughts.... you feel supremely blissful. Seriously, you guys should try being stupid once in a while and let the smart people do all the work. It is fun. i should know.
Isn't my post just so random? Here's another quote: nah, just kidding....
Oh and an important question to anybody who is reading my blog and from PEPS. Are you guys interested in a primary School reunion? Please let me know if you are. I am thinking of organizing one. I have a few ideas as to what we can do. Like we could go bowling, lazer quest, ice skating, Sentosa, arcade, and then have food somewhere... any other ideas? You could tell me. It will be hard to get a common date though... so let me know if u want a reunion okay? Its been 1 and a half years.
Ok, im gonna sleep.
Gud nite!
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